Sunday, July 6, 2008

Try And Try Again.

Have to believe there isn't someone out there that wants this ...............right?

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Just Own Me......

Way too many guys play games on line and getting so tired of trying to meet another guy on-line.Doesnt sound too complicated does it?
A lover who can completly dominate me ,not just in bed but before and after we hit the sheets too.Someone who can talk me into the things I want to do in my head,someone who knows what he wants and how he wants it.
Tell me what to wear when I open the door to meet you the first time,tell me how my place should be lit,tell me how I should be shaven and clean,and how I can look you in the eyes when I suck you.
Tell me all the things we can do BEFORE we meet ,have a little patience,and baby,I look foward to calling another man that.......we will do it OFTEN.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Since Sunday Night.



I really get worked up thinking about the guy I got off on the telephone.The thought of someone I do not know anything about,or even his name,is laying flat on his back stroking his cock while I talk nasty to him until he cums gets me off myself!I would really like to get to know another guy,maybe see some pics and try it again!Iam pretty good at roleplay too.

Anyone game?

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Tightie White Pics.....

Thanks for the emails guys,here you go

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

As promised ,after the last guy flaked out on me I posted a new ad on CL looking for a "older/bigger top guy"
After the 100 or so one liners I discarded,the responding to a few and losing interest I have begun exchanging emails with a hot local top .
Thought I would post the email exchanges so far ,I think they are pretty hot and like re-reading them so far myself.
The names have been changed to save the innocent (at least so far)

HE wrote:
Very cute ass there, 45 year old bi married top male, i like feminine butts and suckign and being sucked, I like to play longer then shorter, fat cock,. bigger guy
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I wrote:
Great pic and stats! I would really like to find someone to do this with on a regular basis.
I can host,would love to show up at the door wearing what you want me to wear,undressing one another ,kissing,before we start playing.Sound fun?
When are you usually available
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HE wrote:
Usually available sat nights late and at timers fri night lates and random other nights late.

what all are you into and tell me a bit more about you please.
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I wrote:
Would really just like to get to know someone well as far as turn ons,and turn him on good.
Its been a long time since I have been with another guy and really worked up about it.
I want to take it slow,undress him,give him oral,maybe bottom.
What else would you like to know?
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HE wrote:
sounds sexy, sexy bottom men are a turn on
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I wrote:
Would love to use my ass to please.
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HE wrote:
how do you envision meeting?
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I wrote:
Well,alot of that would depend on what you would want.
But I would like to know what you would want me to wear.
Maybe late on a Friday night,show up at the door wearing it,shaved how you wanted me to shave,low lights..................
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HE wrote:
tshirt and panties only, most everything SMOOTH. .. ooo sexy
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I wrote:
VERY EASY,What kind of panties?
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HE wrote:
anything you think is cute. i like SOME surprises. grin
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I wrote:
Help me narrow it down a little?Of course I have more..........
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HE wrote:
The thong like in your picture
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Thin black thong huh?Got plenty of those,in differnet colors even,but think black is the best.
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HE wrote:
of course, the most contrast to the skin if you where dark complected the WHITE would be sexiest or yellow.
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I wrote:
Got a good idea of what you would like to....what would you like to FEEL my ass in?
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HE wrote:
feel IN your ass, my cock after my fingers
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I wrote:
But wouldnt you like to feel your hands on my tight ass,rubbing along my cheeks?
Or maybe my pantie clad ass bent over rubbing along your cock before anything happens?
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HE wrote:
ahhh , honey i am NOT a walk in slam it walk out guy, think DATE, think foreplay, think lap dance if you are cute, send me a pic of you dancing.
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I wrote:
The fact you came up with a idea of what you wanted to see me in the first time showed me you were thinking date,much better then most one liners I got.
Would love to give you lap dance.
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HE wrote:
so would you sit in my lap back to me and kiss me while grinding?
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I wrote:
Oh hell yeah,until you are rock hard between my cheeks,and I DO like kissing.
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HE wrote:
when do you want to give me my lap dance?
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This Is Where We Went To IM For A Bit
I went into further detail about giving him a lapdance while trying to control my own boner.
I remember one thing he said very specific."The rule is that if you get me rock hard,I get two of your holes to get soft in" I dont know why I didnt cum right then !
I tried to sleep and dozed off for a couple hours or two ,but woke up thinking about the chat we had.
I dialed up the manhole,and couldnt believe I found a top waiting.
Usually I like a little more chat before I get someone off like that ,but knew my IM buddy had already gotten off and now it was my turn.
I grabbed my dildo from under the bed ,lubed up ,and got this guy I will never know or talk with again the phone sex of his life.
I was muttering all kinds of nasty things like how tight my ass was,how I wanted fucked ,how hard,and where to cum...................guess you can imagine the rest.
Will keep you updated on my new friend as well.

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Whenever I Get Too Horny....


Good to know I can always get drunk and phone sex is easy to find,lol.

Memorial Day Weekend

Okay,no sign of my married "friend",but cant get my mind off of him.
Did he blow me off?Is he busy with his family?Was he just getting worked up about the thought of us getting together with no real intention of doing so?
I sware Iam only giving him until the end of the week until I try another post.
Anyone aware of any other good sites to post on for "hook ups"?

Thursday, May 22, 2008

I know he is married............

So what is the attraction?Maybe just the fact that he isnt too pushy,maybe the fact he is married has nothing to do with it at all.
I cannot stand guys who are too pushy,I mean ...guys that expect me to suck a cock after just a one liner does not get to the front of MY line.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Damn I Screwed Up!

About a week ago I posted a ad on a site looking for a hook up.After I filtered through many freaks I began to interact with a older married guy who was'nt too far from me.
He invited me for drinks ,at a bar that was'nt too far from my condo.
Here is where I screwed up.............................
I got horny and reposted my ad,and he saw it.
He replied asking me "why are you still looking?"
DAMN!
Now I only want him more!

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Begining 3rd DVD

I know ,I know.I keep putting off making my third dvd,but I really have just began my new one.
I'am a perfectionist that likes to please.I try to video things that I would like to see,and it gets hard just taping "jerk-off" scenes.Would really like to find someone to play with on cam,any takers?
Also ,any suggestions are always welcome.

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Spring Time.

I love Spring and hate it all the same.I guess I'am like most people and get a little bolder,happier and hornier come Spring time.So whats the downside right?
Well.......Iam just a little more selective then most guys.
And am often called a tease,the people who call me this use it as a insult.
I want to be called a tease as a compliment from someone who can't resist the tease and keeps coming at me until I give him what he wants,then he takes it again and again all night ,maybe even all weekend long.
Is there anything wrong with that?

Friday, May 16, 2008

Why Do I Still Get Suckered?

Once In a great while I will post a ad on a site looking for some cock.
Iam never looking for it right then ,but every so often I get a email ,some nice words,and hot pics and get a little over worked and decide that maybe right NOW is the best time instead of getting to know someone 100% first.
We exchange a few rapid repsonse emails,he tells me how he wants to fuck me and the thought of it makes him so hard,I give him my # to set up a quick hook up.
A few hot emails later ......................NOTHING.
Iam a guy and I know he got off to the thought of hooking up with me without the intention of ever doing so but damn!
Just be honest guys,I like the idea of you guys getting off while thinking of being with me ,but if you have no real intention of really being with me ,tell me,I won't mind.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Going To Be Adding Some New Pics To Homepage


Any requests guys?Still looking for a real (even email or IM ) Connection around here.

Drop me a line.

Thursday, May 1, 2008

What I Want From A Lover

I want to make you hard as a rock! You cannot fully anticipate what I will do to you.
You have no idea!
You wont even see me coming.
I want to show up at your door, with little notice, wearing what I know will make you hot.(You will tell me a few times prior to us meeting)
But there is time for that ,and first things first.
I will prepare both of us as much as I can.
We will chat, get to know what turns each other on.
I will send you pics making you want me even more.
You will get thoughts of how you want to see me in every position ,wearing only whatever your perverted thoughts will allow before you start leaking cum,but that is only the beginning.
Before you know it, I will be your waking thought, and your departing dreamy thought just before you nod off to sleep at night.
You will jerk off to me every time you get hard, wondering what it would be like to be with me ,but yet knowing how great it would really be.
I have yet to find someone so dedicated to get into my pants.
You HAVE to HAVE me and are often vocal about it, your emails match no-one elses,and after awhile I know it will be you that gets what he wants.
But there are a few things I want too:
1.PATIENCE ,You will not get into my pants without getting to know me a little bit first anyway. You will be well rewarded for exchanging a few emails and getting to know one another before we hook up.
2.EROTIC,Lets take things slow, you will lose yourself a few times, do not be in a hurry.
3.LUST,Be ready to go when we get together, and be prepared for a long evening.
4.TRUST,I trust you will be gentle and stop if I say stop, and when I say “plow me” be up to the task.
5.TALK NASTY TO ME, When you are in balls deep and ready to cum,you have to call me “Babe or Baby” and tell me how good it feels and where you are going to shoot your load.
6.STAY THE NIGHT , In the Morning, you will give me a chance to get you hard and start all over again.
7.BE SAFE, no D/D or STDs.
8.BE CLEAN , I want you to shower before you arrive ,smelling good is a bonus. Maybe we can shower together before you leave.....
9.CALL ME AGAIN, I’m not into one-night stands so you better call me again, I will do everything during our time together to make you want to.
10.Don’t Be Predictable. I never know when I will truly want to give myself 100% so be a little flexible and after we hook up a few times, don’t email me every Thursday to tell me you will be around on Saturday night, mix it up.
11.Don’t Expect Me To Be Unpredictable. One night I might have my place filled with candlelight and want things slow, then the next time, I might just do you at the door.
12.Make Me A Better Lover.Tell me what you want to do to me before we even meet so I can prepare to give you what you need to explode like never before.
13.APRECIATE IT , I don’t give it up to everyone .........And If you don’t show some appreciation , YOU wont get it again.
13.Get Comfortable.....if you follow all my rules get comfortable with the situation be ready for some “pillow talk” and maybe some after morning fun too.
14.Don’t Fall In Love With Me.Life is funny ,playtime is great,and I might not ever get serious with anyone aside from promising myself to be with only you sexually.
15.Don’t Talk Religion.................Lets just not go there.
16.Be Faithful.You will get 100% of me and I expect the same from you. I might let you do me raw, but not if you are screwing around.
17.Take care of my cock too. At some point, I will want something around MY cock.
18.Experiment with me. Feel free to do or at least talk about everything you have ever wanted to do but was afraid to.
Iam sure Iam leaving some things out,but thats a good start isn’t it?

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

More About Me...

I guess I should start with the basics.
I have not been with another guy for a long time,since my teens really.

It all began with some playing around with a guy next door when I was just a young teenager.

But my fantasies and tastes have grown up since then.

I have tried a few online "hookup sites" ,but can never find exactly what Iam looking for.

Iam pretty clear about what I want and cannot figure out why it is so hard to find.

Iam selling something but it does not cost any $,just a little commitment.

In case you are wondering:
Age isn't important,connection is.

I could top or bottom with the right guy.

I will only have one guy at a time in my sexual life.(but have a fantasy or two that involves more then one guy at a time,lol)
I want a little connection that goes beyond the sheets,not much ,just a little.

Monday, April 14, 2008

First Post


Just wanted to say hi with my first post.Will try to update as often as I can.
If you like what you see,feel free to drop me a line Or IM!